I am in the middle (well, i haven't really started on writing it) of thinking ideas on my lesson plans when Facebook won in trying to disturb me. A former P.E. instructor from way back primary just added me on it like a week ago. I thought she was a batch mate or something, because apparently she got married and her surname differed. Only now did I know that it was her. Then I get to scan her profile and saw another former secondary teacher, whom I used to like, but not so much anymore, don't ask why.. And I was like... "Were they this distracted back when they were doing their lesson plans for our class?" LOL
I couldn't care much if they'd see me now and be proud or not for being another educator just like them. As I looked into pictures of them in schools and excursions and whatnots... I find myself imagining myself walking those red hallways again, thinking how funny that I've always told myself I'll never be like them IF I were to be a teacher. I'd be lying if I say I did fulfill that promise.. but yeah, I just suck like them nonetheless.
Sometimes I do get frustrated at myself because I go way overboard in disciplining the kids. Not in any abusive or violent ways of course. But the way I raise my voice more than enough and at many times is very wrong. Tomorrow, I will probably hug each and everyone of them for like 10 seconds.
And now, I should positively work on my lesson plans or I wont get any hugs and kisses thrown to me by the sup. Yuh.
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